Jun 08 2010
Surprise! Walking out forgiveness isn’t always clear cut…
Wow, just got a phone call saying someone I haven’t talked to in years may be calling me tomorrow. Such mixed emotions right now. Firstly I am amazed at how God is working in my life right now. I never would have been able to even consider talking with this person just 3 weeks ago. But God really dealt with me on some unforgiveness and bitterness I have harbored. I can truly say I am almost eager to talk with this person and tell them how sorry I am for the way I acted. The timing is just blowing me away. On the other hand, though, I have to admit I am scared. I am not sure what their reaction may be, though I think it may be a good one. (I hope so anyway.) Lastly, I am nervous how this may affect another relationship I have. Sadly, I guess, I am more worried about what this second person will think of me, than I am how and why they react a certain way. Confusing enough? Oh well, I think I will be spending a lot of time in prayer tonight seeking God’s will in this and looking to learn more about how to live for Him instead of myself…
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